Why I Quit Huffing and Kept Sending

In this gay kink memoir podcast episode, House Slave Fag tackles three charged topics: why a Master doesn't have to be your boyfriend, the real risks of huffing in kink and findom, and what it actually looks like to disengage from a dangerous FinDom without burning everything down. Drawing from six years with his own Master and an ongoing findom relapse, he lays out the case for controlled submission — choosing what you surrender and to whom.

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Topics in this episode:

• Not My Boyfriend (01:03)

Not My Boyfriend

But Definitely My Master

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• Huffing (05:55)

Huffing P******

Skip this if you don’t want to hear me criticize it

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• Relapsing vs. Disengaging (12:48)

Relapsing vs. Disengaging

On losing control, and taking it back deliberately

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These three posts sit close together for me. They're all about the same question: how do you stay submissive without losing yourself?

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