Away from Master but Deeper in Chastity
You can explore a lot of my journey with chastity through these blog posts:
- August 10, 2024: Starting Long-Term Chastity
- August 16, 2024: Chastity Works (Day 11)
- August 30, 2024: Losing my Chastity Key. Losing my Mind.
- September 21, 2024: Away from Master but Deeper in Chastity (present post)
The day after my Master left Vienna, I started to get back to work and normal routines like the gym and counting the macros of what I eat. But it was harder than I expected. I spent a lot of the time on Grindr or jerking off, since I was now unlocked. I procrastinated even when I had my laptop right beside me, open for work.
I realized that my Master was right, when he said that an important aspect of chastity was making me more focused. It also made me horny and frustrated, but I wasted less time on jerking off. So as much as I enjoy jerking off, I could be more productive when I’m locked, I suppose.
Maybe it’s even too much responsibility for a fag like me to stay unlocked. I love jerking off as much as I love desserts. But I started to wonder if I should adopt a strategy similar to that of my diet - regimented and locked all week with some allowance to play on weekend.
To my surprise and even shock, when I shared my thoughts with my Master, he instantly replied: “Do that!” That is, start locking on weekdays. He had no dilemma and that was not advice. It was an order. Just like that, my Master changed our terms.