Submitting to Master Cashtwunk, Clear-Eyed (Podcast)

Plus: three years of HSF, a sale on my books, and a sex party I left after two minutes

Submitting to Master Cashtwunk, Clear-Eyed (Podcast)
House Slave Fag submits to Master Cashtwunk

House Slave Fag marks three years of the blog. He looks back at how it began, with fantasies he wrote during the pandemic for his Master across the Atlantic, and at how it grew into several books, a podcast and findom. Then he shares briefly about a new sex party he walked out of after two minutes. The main segment is a promo for his new FinDom, Master Cashtwunk (currently @bvrules3 on X). House Slave Fag delivers it as a sober introduction: what makes Cashtwunk so good at draining subs, and what worries him, including huffing, addiction and losing sight of the goals he's working toward.

Topics in this episode

  1. Three Years of HSF (00:49)
  2. Failed Sex Party (08:59)
  3. Master Cashtwunk (10:52)

Blog posts mentioned in this episode

Three Years of HSF: Books on Sale Through the End of September
Three years ago this month I started sharing all my kinky thoughts and experiences. What began as a blog has since grown into a podcast and a shelf of books. To celebrate, I’ve taken $1–$2 off most of my books — extended through the end of September. You can
Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 1 (The Feeling)
When a sub is so horny and eager he can become desperate to do anything in the service of others - that’s desperation.
Spiraling into Financial Domination
9 reasons why I’d give to Doms: 1. Excitement 2. Attention 3. Training 4. Content 5. Therapy 6. Drilling 7. Fulfillment 8. Degradation 9. Community In my last blog post, The Gateway into Financial Domination, I told you how I broke my “no findom” limit and sent $10 to
Huffing P******
Skip this if you don’t want to hear me criticize it

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Transcript

Hi there,

Welcome to another episode of "A Fag's Journey into Submission." I am your host, House Slave Fag.

This week marks three years since I started the blog, so I'm opening with a look back at how it all began and where it's going. Then I'll share briefly about a sex party I walked out of after two minutes. That's my way of explaining why I don't have anything to share about sex, only mindfucking. So then I have a lot to say about mindfucking, specifically from the incredible Master Cashtwunk, the FinDom who ordered me to promote him. I'm doing it honestly, which means I also talk about his darker side, including huffing and addiction.

Enjoy.


Three Years of HSF

Before I go into all the kink I’ve been up to lately, I wish to invite you to join me in marking three years since I began publishing my blog. To help celebrate you will find most of my digital books discounted until the end of this month, September. Smashwords reliably implements all discounts but you’re welcome to try your preferred store. I put the link in the show notes.

Three Years of HSF: Books on Sale Through the End of September
Three years ago this month I started sharing all my kinky thoughts and experiences. What began as a blog has since grown into a podcast and a shelf of books. To celebrate, I’ve taken $1–$2 off most of my books — extended through the end of September. You can

In the beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, writing about sex and submission became a great source of pleasure and comfort for me. I was craving human embrace, not to mention sex, and imagining it was better than nothing. I began fantasizing about what I could do with my Master, my Owner, who was across the Atlantic Ocean, and I put it into writing. I used literary freedom to stretch the plot beyond what I’d normally do in real life. However, my Master's condition was that he would have the right to do to me anything I dared put in writing.

One day, being mindfucked enough from chastity, cum denial, and another persuasive Master, I chose to share my fantasies and real experiences with the world.

I started publishing on a blog that was good enough for monetizing, to recover at least a small portion of my production costs, until one day they took everything I earned. The excuse was a change of rules to prohibit the depiction of consensual non-consent (or CNC), specifically hypnosis, which had been featured in a couple of my 180 posts at the time. However, some of that income was generated before the change of rules.

This was a hard way to learn how hostile many companies could be to adult content creators, and how I needed to censor myself particularly in areas that deserved the most attention and education, such as CNC. Our kink community has developed great capacity to discuss and understand consent in its various forms, which makes us prioritize it and may increase awareness of where consent is missing compared to the general population's understanding and practice in plain vanilla relationships and sexual encounters. But platforms may vary in how they interpret consent and CNC is usually not tolerated.

This means I had to separate some episodes of the story Collared into a Volume 1.5 which can only be shared directly, not through bookstores, though I might rewrite them one day in a way that will meet those rules. Same goes for the story Tranced & Transformed, which spans two volumes, though I really enjoyed writing it the way I did, imagining a mindfuck so profound that it transformed me into a total sissy bitch for the Black New World Order (or the BNWO).

More recently I started curating books out of my blog. Three books are out there and there are two more to go. I love how my slutty oeuvre covers so many themes and pages. From the first book in which I picked for you just the right posts that would help you get to know me and how I became a slave, to the second book about my relationship with my Master and how we made it work, on to my sex adventures in saunas and cruising bars around the world in two volumes (the first of them already published), and finally, yet to come, a book about harder submission, including financial domination, and, more importantly, exploration of limits and the risks in breaking them.

Findom has been one of my bigger discoveries, a new kink in which I learned to enjoy both the role of finsub and FinDom. It’s also the thing that helped me cover my production costs, so thanks to all those finsubs who have supported my creation. One interesting part of this is that I learned that even as I always aim to please, I can do that from the top too. When I drain subs I’m not just looking to gain money, but truly, to give pleasure to those subs. Being a finsub myself, I usually know what they need. And if you’re wondering if I’m like that in sex too, the answer is yes. I’ve only topped guys a handful of times, but I can tell you I was definitely focused on giving them all the pleasure I could from drilling my dick into their ass. Especially as I wasn’t feeling any exciting sensation myself. But they sure enjoyed my thick dick. In case you’re interested, I’m not going to give you my dick, but you’re welcome to feel my thick cashcock in your cashhole. Just send a tribute.

The next big change that really made me reach a far greater audience was starting a podcast. It's so cool that people recognize me when I start talking about my kinks, and they share their excitement and bewilderment from meeting or talking to the guy who has been entertaining and educating them for so long.

Since I mentioned education, I may as well elaborate about my intention. Besides my own pleasure from exposing my experience of submission and slutting out — simply because I'm an exhibitionist — I want more people to be able to explore their own kinks, safely. Therefore, I share from my experience, not as an expert, but as a fag who enjoys some kinks and has a lot of opinions. I'm quite analytical, and some of my blog posts show that more, sometimes even in my description of a sex scene. I love studying myself too, and at some point I started creating musings-style podcast episodes, which were more introspective. I wanted to show you more of my journey into submission.

I used to be very consistent with my weekly publications, and I'm sorry to say that fell apart. I managed to tweet more, but I couldn't keep the same pace of podcasting, as that required me to write much more. Starting the musings was an effort to fix that, by generating more content through daily blogging of a couple of paragraphs that together made up a weekly episode. I'd love to get back to that, but there are so many other competing priorities.

I'm trying to spend more time at the gym and increase the number of steps I walk every day, and I'm achieving great results on my way to the six-pack I never had. More important than that, I need to spend much more time and focus on advancing my career. I'm pivoting into a new field, so that requires a lot of learning and drastically expanding my network into a new niche. I'm excited about that, but it can also grow tedious, as much as I have great variation in the objectives I pursue.

Thankfully, I have a couple of kink-related motivations that make pursuing these goals more fun. For fitness, it is a promise I made to my Owner, to get a flat stomach by the end of the year. And then I found my own motivation to go beyond the goal he had set for me, not to mention that it looks like I already got the flat stomach. A motivation for advancing my career, besides my interest in self-development and taking care of my retirement, is being able to send more money to FinDoms. I also still haven't given up on making money from my content, even as I'm still not breaking even, unless you count what I make from draining finsubs. So I'm writing more books and I'm spending a lot of time on migrating my blog into a new website that would be better for monetization and compliance with new age verification requirements. I have so much I want to do!

So before I wrap up this segment, just remember that when you buy a book or a premium subscription of my podcast, you're helping me create more awesome kinky content. Oh, how I love hearing from fans about how they were able to explore more kink after listening to or reading my blog. And then there are the finsubs, or just generous fans, if that's how you prefer to call yourselves. Your tributes are helpful and even crucial for my kinky content. They sustain it and they're an expression of your own kink. So I hope you give yourself permission to tribute more.

Failed Sex Party

Last weekend I went to a new sex party. Damn, what a fiasco it was. I felt so duped. It took me an hour to douche. I kept dreading that my hot roommate or his guests would come knocking to ask to use the bathroom. Eventually I stopped when it seemed I was squeaky clean. I made my way to the sex party on foot, half an hour away.

There was a line of about 15 people, waiting in the hot stairway, where a fan only reached the first few people in line, who were going to get into the cooler interior in a moment anyway. Finally I reached the cashier and presented my QR code, pre-paid for the price of $20. The cashier was actually the hot muscular guy managing the party, which wasn’t encouraging, because I was worried this was such a small operation that he couldn’t afford to hire people to help him. It was worse. He also had no reason to go in because there was almost no one inside, though it was 40 minutes after official start time. And by the way, he’d advertised it as a selective party for muscular people and that was not the clientele I saw in the line. Only a few of them were toned and none of them were muscular.

But what pissed me off was that there was actually a different ticket for people who were allowed to enter a lower floor, whereas my ticket would get me in there only two hours later, which would be just an hour and a half before closing. He tried to excuse it as if I should’ve known to come much later. I was out of there in 2 minutes, without even getting undressed, after being duped out of $6 more for coat check — while no one was even getting naked. It felt like getting stood up by a top after douching for him. I'm not going to that pathetic party again. And there goes my hope for proper cruising for the next two months. I’ll probably become more horny and vulnerable to findom.

Falling for Master Cashtwunk

On Friday I shared with Master Cashtwunk my first weekly review through my Progress Monitor, this sophisticated dashboard I built to measure and report progress on all my objectives. In response, he used a feature I enabled there for sending me directives. He ordered me to publish a promo post about him, so this is it, giving him publicity and adoration through my podcast and blog. Next he told me to retweet five of his posts, but I'm too religious about my feed's hygiene to accept that.

I'd like to offer you a sober introduction to Master Cashtwunk, not just a dumb gooner's point of view. So in case you happen to be one of his die hard fans, I warn you that I'll also present his darker side. I hope that can help you make a more informed free choice about worshiping him, if that happens to be something you'd like to consider. And if he doesn't fit your interests, just enjoy hearing about my submission to him, though it's only the beginning.

Don't skip ahead if you're not into findom or huffing, because you may still be interested in learning more about those kinks, even if you don't intend to pursue them. In addition, I think Master Cashtwunk is about more than that. That's not to say they're not very central in what he does. It's just that he can be very intriguing and even enticing to anyone. He's just a great mindfucker. And I love mindfucking, as you could sense for example from my 4-part series: Mindfucked into Desperation.

Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 1 (The Feeling)
When a sub is so horny and eager he can become desperate to do anything in the service of others - that’s desperation.

If you happened to have read Chapter 4 of my new story — The FinDom I Chose — you already know I'm interested in Master Cashtwunk, and he'll probably feature even more prominently in Chapter 5. But here I can offer you a clearer picture of him, without any of the fiction that goes into that story.

I discovered him through the Dangerous FinDom, when they co-hosted a Space on X. At first I thought I found someone without the issues that bothered me with the Dangerous FinDom, though that may have been a mistake. That is, mainly, around the issue of limits and addiction. It can sometimes be exciting when a Dom pushes you beyond your limits, but I believe he shouldn't be relentless about that, especially because the sub set those limits for a reason, and because a Dom should know that he has special persuasive power over the sub.

This is a very gray area, because subs feel like they're not doing anything they don't want to. But the content industry doesn't tolerate any CNC, which means consensual non-consent. They call it bogus consent and severely restrict any depiction of it. Therefore, I must be very careful in how I address any form of CNC here, so as not to appear to condone it.

What makes an effective FinDom is knowing how to trigger a sub into deeper submission. So much deeper, that the sub is driven to do something that is completely against his interests. That is sending money to a stranger. But I must dispel any notion that the sub is doing it for nothing. That is because there are many things he could get from sending a tribute, such as excitement, attention, community, degradation, and the feeling of getting fucked, as I explained in one of my earlier posts on the topic: Spiraling into Financial Domination.

Spiraling into Financial Domination
9 reasons why I’d give to Doms: 1. Excitement 2. Attention 3. Training 4. Content 5. Therapy 6. Drilling 7. Fulfillment 8. Degradation 9. Community In my last blog post, The Gateway into Financial Domination, I told you how I broke my “no findom” limit and sent $10 to

Master Cashtwunk is not just a good FinDom. He's a very successful one. The top three finsubs on his Throne leaderboard each sent him well over $10,000. In the last week alone he had at least three subs who sent him over a thousand dollars. His X Spaces are really something to marvel at, because besides making hundreds and often thousands of dollars in a Space, he stays deeply engaged throughout the Space, often lasting over two or three hours, if not more. What's more, he keeps the listeners engaged, and that can be seen from the very high number of tributes he receives in rapid succession.

There are a number of reasons to find him appealing and fall under his spell. He has a great body. He's a very toned young Asian gay, or twunk, as he self-identifies. His cock is a good size, and more importantly, he's a master in letting subs think about his cock. He posts a lot of short clips showing his cock, in particular scenes in which he is shooting a load, so you're not only thinking about his cock, but his virility, his ability to fuck and breed. Another hot thing he does is to slam his cock against a surface during his X Spaces, so you're reminded about his cock and how big and meaty it is. He also speaks a lot about his cock and his cashcock, so the finsubs can make the connection between those two. They want to submit and get fucked by either of them — they're one and the same. The large cock and the persuasive and successful cashcock.

His other strong quality is his raspy, seductive voice, swirling in your ear. Sometimes it's like a whisper. With the repetition, changing tone, and selective pauses and emphasis, he plays all the right keys to lower a sub's guard and make him want to submit and send.

Back to CNC, that is a big part of why finsubs find him attractive. Being powerless to resist a Dom is a common fantasy. It's also a way for a sub to convince himself that he should send, because he can't help it anyway, as if he doesn't have a choice but to do what the Dom wants. What makes it especially tricky with content platforms, is that they sometimes interpret a situation of such powerful persuasion (and in particular the use of vocal techniques for persuasion) as something that indeed robs a sub of his free choice, so they may label his consent as bogus consent.

While vocal persuasion may or may not be considered as triggering bogus consent, there is no doubt that encouraging subs to huff is not tolerated by most platforms, and such encouragement is even illegal in many countries. That applies even where purchasing pop**** might be legal, because it chemically reduces inhibitions and it involves serious health risks. Content platforms have a similar concern with the encouragement of other substance abuse, not only illegal drugs, but also alcohol, specifically if it's intended to get someone drunk.

Huffing P******
Skip this if you don’t want to hear me criticize it

Many FinDoms utilize huffing nonetheless, and that's the main reason they can easily get their account blocked by reports, especially from jealous FinDoms and regretful finsubs. Master Cashtwunk is no different and my guess is that this is the explanation for his relatively low number of followers, considering the very large number of tributes to his Throne. He just needs to start a new account every now and then, whenever his account gets blocked.

One more thing about CNC fantasies is that Master Cashtwunk capitalizes on them a lot. By simply speaking about it in terms of robbing subs' consent or cashraping them, he is entertaining those taboo fantasies, that are normally hard to explore. In this case, it doesn't matter that all he's doing is talking about it and not actually committing any act that takes away consent, because AI monitoring content platforms can be tripped so easily, even when there really is no harm. The very depiction of such acts — just talking about them in a way that seems to encourage them — is not tolerated.

For me, a greater concern yet, is that he speaks of substance abuse too and he really does encourage it. That's something that scares me, and I don't want to go down that destructive path. I'm very concerned about huffing, not to mention even more harmful substances, and I wish I had avoided it in my submission to him, but I didn't. And while I'm concerned about huffing, I'm even more put off by his general encouragement of addiction. But I know that what I consider to be a downside, is found by others to be exciting.

A finsub choosing a certain FinDom should be aware of the risks. I'm afraid that just like with the Dangerous FinDom, submitting to Master Cashtwunk carries the risk of addiction to harmful substances and to findom itself, as well as ruining your savings and credit score. This may seem like a distant risk to many, but those are very real risks that have caused harm to finsubs in their submission to some FinDoms. Unfortunately, I'm coming to think I can't trust Master Cashtwunk either, and it's up to me to decide if and when to stop — before I'm too far gone to choose freely. I have another sub as my support system to hold me accountable, and I recommend to every sub that they have someone uninvolved they can confide in about their own submission, though that's not a failsafe solution.

I'm not only concerned about getting ruined, as exciting as that may be in fantasy, but with not stalling my progress on any of my goals. Remember I told you earlier about wanting to advance my career, find more wealth, and also keep improving my fitness? Hard findom could easily throw me off track from my pursuit of these goals. I could see it in action — as I procrastinated for hours at a time in the first days after I encountered Master Cashtwunk, avoiding work and the gym, and instead jerking off and cumming way more than my usual, while listening to his recorded Spaces.

On the other hand, I'm encouraged as Master Cashtwunk decided to take it upon himself to support my Progress Monitor. My hope is that if he helps me stay accountable then I can be better motivated. However, I'm not naïve, and I'm aware this will make me more dependent on him, and therefore more likely to increase my submission and sending. I'm hoping to make more money from advancing on my goals, but there's also the risk that I end up sending more money that I haven't yet earned.

Honestly, I was a little put off when Master Cashtwunk went on in his X Space about how we are losers. I can still get excited by the feeling of being smaller than a man I'm submitting to, and if he has a large hard cock, that's even better, especially when my cock is locked, and I'm denied cumming. I've even accepted being demoted further, going lower than just being a sub and a slave, but becoming an "it" and even barking or mooing for his pleasure, or to express my interest, rather than speaking my mind, since he's fucking my mind, erasing it, just like he erases my money. He doesn't just call us faggots. He uses that word again and again, knowing it thrills us and helps us know our place under him.

But with all that excitement, I don't want to get ruined and I don't want to feel bad about myself. I know many subs get turned on by it, but for me it's a turn-off. I'm only hopeful that Master Cashtwunk can do both ruining and building a sub up, because he's talented, and because building me up to make more money can serve him better.

So for now, I'm choosing Master Cashtwunk because it feels so hot to submit to him. So hot! I've already cum so much to his voice on the Spaces he left recorded on X, and the sexy pics he shared. But I'm clear-eyed about the risks of submitting to him further, and if you choose to submit to him, I hope you are too.


Before I say goodbye, if you haven't picked up one of my books yet, now is a good time. Several of them, including my fantasies and my real experiences, are discounted until the end of September. Smashwords is the most reliable store for the discount, and the link to all my books is in the show notes.

Thank you, and until next time, be well, be good, and have fun.